Hyde Abbey

UNLIKE A BACKSLIDER

This Little Missed Sunshine dies
Another cold rain
Falling to drill me
Sliding upon my skin
Drowning my tears
Wondering why
This little missed sunshine
Has faded

I lift towards the sky
These shaped clouds have shield
I feel it’s there
But somehow has disappeared

Everything’s like forever
But anything is like yesterday
It will be brought to my arms

I will gouge out my eyes
Bloody eyes bleeding
‘Cause when they are blind
There’s no forfeit

I will never reject myself
Let the whispers drain the dreams
You are no god to me

The wind blew it out
The wind blew it out of my arms

Even if I’m infected I’ll never reject myself.

I’ve fallen for both holding your hand
Not holding mine unlike a backslider

These shaped clouds have shield
I lift my eyes to sky
I feel it’s there
But somehow not